I had sent this email to some of you, maybe you thought it's those spam mail and you didn't read it. So I'm going to paste it here. And I received this e-mail from LJ, TYVM.

Read it:

A friend of mine opened his wife's underwear drawer and picked up a silk paper wrapped package:

'This, - he said - isn't any ordinary package.'

He unwrapped the box and stared at both the silk paper and the box.

'She got this the first time we went to New York , 8 or 9 years ago. She has never put it on , was saving it for a special occasion.

Well, I guess this is it.

He got near the bed and placed the gift box next to the other clothing he was taking to the funeral house, his wife had just died.

He turned to me and said:

'Never save something for a special occasion.

Every day in your life is a special occasion'.

I still think those words changed my life.

Now I read more and clean less.

I sit on the porch without worrying about anything.

I spend more time with my family, and less at work.

I understood that life should be a source of experience to be lived up to, not survived through.

I no longer keep anything...

I use crystal glasses every day...

I'll wear new clothes to go to the supermarket, if I feel like it.

I don't save my special perfume for special occasions, I use it whenever I want to.

The words 'Someday...' and ' One Day....' are fading away from my dictionary.

If it's worth seeing, listening or doing, I want to see, listen or do it now....

I don't know what my friend's wife would have done if she knew she wouldn't be there the next morning, this nobody can tell.

I think she might have called her relatives and closest friends.

She might call old friends to make peace over past quarrels.

I'd like to think she would go out for Chinese, her favourite food.

It's these small things that I would regret not doing, if I knew my time had come..

Each day, each hour, each minute, is special.

Live for today, for tomorrow is promised to no-one.

If you got this, it's because someone cares for you and because, probably, there's someone you care about.

If you're too busy to send this out to other people and you say to yourself that you will send it'One of these days' , remember that 'One day' is far away. or might never come...

And you should know, your friend here love you.
XOXO

p/s: in case you didn't notice, each post of mine will have one word of the day. Go check up the dictionary what it meant.

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It's December, yes I mentioned it quite a number of times. Somehow it's like every year's December I'll lost someone. Is it a curse or what? Hahaa.

Anyway, December remind me of X'mas.


And then I got reminded of this, my 2005 X'mas present. ^

I think most of the people around me those years know how much face I've lost, how many rubbish I've spoke to you. LOL until now I'm still losing as much as face, seriously it's that temper & character of mine lah!

Fools who wear their hearts proudly on their sleeves, who cannot control their emotions, who wallow in sad memories and allow themselves to be provoked this easily — weak people, in other words

Yes I know it's familiar, I extracted it out. I'm not going to be a weakling anymore!!!

And how the ZC & 10 came about. Since many people been asking me about, what does ZC stand for... It's actually the short-form of Jessie, serious! And what about 10? LOL you can say it's 10-10, which = TIANTIAN, not.

But then, it's the reason behind how Igot those ideas. I'm not sure if anyone seen my G key-chain before? I think I stop using the G key-chain for near to a year, till now. Yes lah, it's about G.

G stand for what? Gemini, not! HAHAHAA~ Sorry if I conned some of you, before. LMAO!

BEEN SO LONG SINCE I BLOG LONG ESSAY ISN'T IT?!
If you compared to my first few years of blogging, because pictures at that time wasn't that convenient.


I'm quite excited right now because it brought back so much memories, you know you know!

How should I continue it? Hmm... Since you got the clue, then I'll say "its for you to find out and for me to remember/know."

Meanwhile, I've some photos I wanna share:


Neoprints is the IN, in the past.

This is like hilarious, can you guess who is who?

It look like candid but it wasn't, from what I remember.

This is like the day we went to collect our O level cert, when most of us were 'hiao' putting makeup, dressing up and sweat like mad when in school(okay it's me who sweat like hell).

This is 2006 X'mas, when I didn't slept for 2 DAYS! X'mas eve go Orchard spray those bangalas then countdown, then go jalan jalan. I can do that in the past but not now.

Euodia and me. There was a period when I like frog and green, when all my things suddenly turned green color. Even the teacher asked me "tiantian, you changed your favorite color already?" LOL!

Can't remember which idiot took my phone and took this shot, should be those guys in the class. MOST PROBABLY IS BH! HAHAA~

The surprise celebration from them in... 2005?

When the latest machine came, you will see us there. LOL seriously, typical teenagers.

There my mum imitating the infamous orki lee! HAHAA~

I hope yous noticed the frequent changes on my hair, ever changing one! Not like now, one hairstyle tahan for a year.

Growing up is like we gained memories, we gained ages then we lost our youth. I kinda like how I used to look, much more SLIMMER and youthful. SIGH~
If only I can lose away those weight.

I know I'm not that old to say "remember a decade ago..." BUT at least I'm older right! :(

Seeing those photos bring back so much memories right?! I bet most of you are searching your hard-disk for those pixelated images! HAHAA

But right now, what is more important is cherish those people around you. :)

Kinda cool that from G, I can bring you touring my secondary school days!
And it took me an hour to blog these, because I'm finding photos.

Now it's 2:32AM, it's VERY COLD! FREEZING LIAO~
A very jumbo up, nonsense entry but at least I posted something that make me pondered much.

Nights, sleep tight.
Misses, XOXO

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Have you guys watch the video about the microphone lose color then the xiao zhu's chin got the black mark? HAHAA freaking funny! MUST WATCH!!!

And school starting soon, I can't wait for the show on every Sunday night already :(

Size issues

There is no such thing as a "teacup" Shih Tzu nor a "toy sized" Shih Tzu. Imperial Shih Tzu is a term used by breeders to sell Shih Tzu that are below healthy standard size. These tiny dogs, often less than 50% of the recommended minimum size, are prone to serious health problems and may not live a full life span. Many are created by breeding the runt of one litter to the runt of another litter.

Source: WIKI

Stop saying Jaysea fat huh!!! She's just HEALTHY! :D


I've having serious nose running now, and couple of sneeze every few minutes. HAVING FLU LAH D'OH!


Been planning thy resolutions then I come to the conclusion that I've to fulfil 6 only, so I'm going to come up with 4 more to make it 10! This time it's quite different from my 2009 list because it's more of materialize. Then again, I can't wait for 2011! Yes no wrong, it's 2011 because I wanna know if I can fulfil my 2010 resolutions or not! HAHAA~


Forgot to add on thy room plan, I'm going to add drapery! That's more like HP theme! Hmm, might get a red one with gold trim? Provided I can afford those, but I guess after I graduated I will have the money? WORKING WORKING! :O

I can't believe I've to step into the working society so soon, I'm STILL so young at heart loh! :(


Haiya, shit those durian pastries. They make me so heaty that's why my nose kept running! BTH, shall go sleep early now. Later on gonna bring Jaysea to cut botak, she going NS.

And hopefully I got the time to do a new spectacle! :X

Hmm, what else?
Hope not.

OH, LJ BIRTHDAY COMING! HOW HOW? HEHEE!

BUAIX!

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Watching channel U now, the Taiwan show that hosted by 2moro.
Am feeling hungry...


Looking delicious? I've been eating durian related stuffs for constant 3 days because pig bought a bag back. Like durian cakes, crepes, mousse, puffs! Still have 3 boxes inside the fridge.

Went ION on the 30 Nov:

Had this canton-i resturant on the 4th level. The tau gua with special chilli sauce is nice. I think different table have different refreshments, because the table next to us have cashew nuts.

This soup costed $12 inside have 极品 like mini abalone!
I didn't take the rest of the picture because very normal, like wanton mee, porridge, soya milk, green tea, fried prawns but the bill not normal at all. It costed us $83, which is suprisingly HIGH!!! Because the one cup of tea already costed $8 --,

In case you don't know, I like to have dessert. Aiya, you can see from my size what!
So went to Ajitei had the usual mango parfait and this green bean pancake which is really over-rated and over-priced.

Mine loh. So normal. Mango, mango mango...

Some dimsum we bought back.

Lastly a picture of pig STILL eating, Jaysea everlasting waiting for bits to drop and ME! LOL Look oily hor? BUT NO! It's smooth face :P

Been using the pore minimising, so how the effect? LOL not bad lah~


Okay, school starting soon! OMGGGGGG!

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I've been staying at uncle's house for near to 6 months, which you could consider long or yeah short.

Initially the plan for staying here is about 1-2 years because we are very firm about getting a BTO house instead of buying resale, but having your OWN house is very much tempting.

I've planned about how to decorate my room and all, yes I'm going to do my room by myself like paying my furnitures with my own savings. Yeah pig isn't a stupid creature, you know? LOL

After much changing of plans, my conclusion will be:

1) The wall will be either burgundy or maroon.
2) 4 poster bed or a mattress with built-in platform.
3) HOPEFULLY pig will grant make my room have wood flooring.
The major 3 points, references? HARRY POTTER LAH D'OH! LOL~

And a must have in my room will be TV~! I will then buy a wii set, which is what I always want for. As in a gaming gadget, because you know I very poor thing leh! I have no board game those, the only one I had was from my dad's brother "guess who" and LJ's big butt broke it on my birthday when she stay-over. HAHAHAA~

Are you excited for my new room? No? BUT I AM!


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Back to reality, sigh.

I need a new spectacle badly! Shall go shop for it soon.
And I should stop buying unnecessary stuffs and save for my trip next year. I told pig I wanna go Perth! Yeah yeah yeah! I've soooo many places I wanna go you know? Like Tahiti, Holland, London, Orlando for the theme park!

I NEED MONEY MONEY~ And I will graduate after June 2010(hopefully), so shall start working and save.

And my pet cafe, which I'm still very much enthusiastic about!

SIGH~

LOL okay, shall update again with pictures which are still inside my phone. HEHEE!

And my fridge still filled up with those durian cakes --,

Are you setting your resolutions already? I'm mid planning!

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找不到人說心裡的寂寞
找不到人都怕變得沉默
找不到命中注定在一起的人以後
很多人都笑我 一個人過生活

愛 只有簡單筆畫
卻比想像複雜 恨安定愛變化
我愛過幾個人 也被愛過幾遍
卻還是沒能將幸福留下

愛 是不可輸的嗎
為何我還相信 她不是獨行俠
我在等一個人 在等我的永恒
告訴我愛不單行別害怕


用不完身邊 氾濫的自由
開始怕孤單 是一種詛咒
羨慕我能飛的人 為何在天黑以後
還是寧願回到 愛情那個枷鎖

愛 只有簡單筆劃
卻比想像複雜 恨安定愛變化
我愛過幾個人 也被愛過幾遍
卻還是沒能將幸福留下

＊愛 是不可輸的嗎
為何我還相信 她不是獨行俠
我在等一個人 在等我的永恒
告訴我愛不單行別害怕＊

我在等一個人
(讀)：在等我的永恒
告訴我愛不單行相信它

And yes, this is the pink panther dance I always talk about:

Learn it and dance with me! yo ah yo~

海派甜心插曲-楊丞琳演唱 執著 also nice, the melody!

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Before I continue letting the pictures overflow...

On the 21st Nov, went to my "aunt" 21st birthday. You should know why I'm calling her aunt, in term of 辈分 loh :(

But normally just saying a hi will do :X


Who is this cute little doggy?

With her very loud pink tee?

It's JAYSEA's MUMMY!!!

See the hair? Totally alike!

This is the cake grand-aunt made, pure durian! Yummy, too bad I left early.

Had Bakerzin again. Love the seafood macaroni broth.

Some ice cream loh, cheesecake coupe is so much better.

My pretty and sexy little girl posing for me.

JCo mint donut with chocolate bits, yummy too! I think I shall make that as my favourite donut store due to it's mint donut :P
p/s: you know I like mint!

Dad came over and we locked Jaysea inside the cab. LOL!

On the 25th Nov, met up with CT.

Had this bento set.

Her tofu cheesecake~

My waffle with ice cream loh, no mint and the waffle arrived soooo late! I miss the mint ice cream that time when eating with Euodia the BFF :(

Had this mango shaved ice at ION.

So I bought the le pliage in lavender color wanted to give granny but she doesn't want, so I think I'm selling it to pig. And gonna get one customize le pliage, MAYBE.

27 Nov: Mind cafe with Lims.

See the row of hotels? It's MINE!!! AHAHAHAHAHAA~

Look at all my properties and money! I'm rich kid in monopoly!

After about 2 hours, look at what LJ owned?

Winner and runner up! HAHAHAA
HS say I got slimmer hor! :P

we over-run the timing so extended loh, played this stupid game. LOL

They very kan jiong already, see their face!

LJ was made to do the quack quack action with sound then she quack until the whole thing collapse. Damn LMAO!!

I dunno why she always like to hit me loh!

And force people to squad down.

See!!! Poor HS and me :(

I remember a Caucasian couple asked me how to go to the MRT station, so I said walk straight then I recalled the station already stop servicing, so I told them "but the station close already" LOL!!! LOOK AT MY SINGLISH!!! The Caucasian huh me back, then I think she figured out what I meant.

Lastly, my sexy babe. I think it's really my fortune to have her, my good girl! HEHEE

Alright, shall go play my game and sleep and decide what to do for tomorrow :)

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Had a fun day at Mind Cafe, then loitering around Boat Quay and Clarke Quay.
Shall upload photos later on, after I'm awake.

And I saw someone who look like a witch in those horror movie, saw him/her TWICE LEH! TMD nightmare liao lah, soper er xin one!!! :S

And my first time taking NR6! OMG so excited and scared because I'm taking it alone and I don't really know when to alight.
But still I end up home safe, GPS do work wonder in times like this. :X

And it's Saturday already, it's HI, MY SWEETHEART TIME! OMGGGGGG DALANGGGGGGGGG~
*pink panther dance again*

Pubbing soon? :D
Oh no, school starting real soon :(


就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

你要求一片天空
请我还给你自由
却没想过
我从来不曾住在你心中
也许我早该看透
我们不会再有以后

And I miss the time when we stayed there late, talking throughout the night or enjoying the breeze. What about you?

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I wanna blog, but I don't have the heart to do so.

Well, at least I'm still alive and kicking.

BRB everybody!

*dancing pink panther dance*

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Woah, 6 days since I last blog? Tsktsk!

ECP photos:

I haven't eat yet, so we went to the C-nai hongkong cafe for brunch.
Had this what seafood baked rice!

Our order was listed accordingly when we just jumbo up on the form, BFF think the waiter secretly 暗恋 us~ LOL! :X

She had this sandwich because she ate crab at home. Yeah, own-self eat only!

With our instant wins and look at the chilli~ My skill not bad huh?

Mid-way cycling, BFF wanted a break! SEE!!!

Back home used her phone and took this picture, Jaysea love me!

I like this! HEHEE even though I look... CMI~

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Dad bought this grapes which consist of alcohol.

Very round right?

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16 Nov which is Monday:

Amour went for spay, and there were a few hours spared for us.
So we walked around Holland Village.

Went into happy feet, initially wanna have fish spa but damn it! The fishes there are FREAKING BIG! Wah lau eh, chua sai.

So we took the $38 package which consist of leg, shoulder and back massage.

Look nicely decorated.

She being very dulan with me because she don't want me to take her photo. LOL

Then we went back after like 2-3 hours, we say Chen li ping at coffeeshop. Aiya very funny lah!

So from what I heard and see, amour is recovering very fast. But I told pig about how amour can't sleep well those, she like change her mind don't wanna sterilise Jaysea already! :O
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17 Nov:

Shopping with CT.

Lunch at Kim Gary!

This is how hongkong-er translate strawberry into. Was making fun of this while we were shopping.

Coffee perks me up.

Yummy right? Are you drooling!

So she bought her bag while me... Those I need I didn't get, instead I got a...

Dessert at Bakerzin after walking around. Why she like that is because while I'm taking photos, the staffs were looking at her! HAHAA!!!

Never, never ask elderly to take photo for you. This is how we look...

Still in the midst of dieting!!! But nice dessert cannot be forsake!

Okay lah, I bought a dress from Forever 21 at $33 only!
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19 Nov:
Celebration of granny's birthday at EXPO, it's a early celebration.

Me and my cute cousin plus granny.

My very cute cousin like to look into the camera!

Fat pig.

Cute cousin and uncle.

Granny's durian birthday cake.

2 big peaches for her.

2 tables of us.

Close up of the peach.

Granny tearing up the peach.

I like the outer layer! YUMMY, in case you don't know... I like bun without any filling one.

That's our family! Look at my cute cousin and his mother, so cute!

Cute cousin is hungry now~

My granny's siblings and their kids.

Her 3 brothers and 3rd brother's wife plus kids.

Her sisters and brother.

不说你不知, granny like purple color! So I'm 隔代遗传!!!

Pig and her mother.

Granny and me plus Jaysea.

Yeah-ness! Pig got me the wristlet for phone and yeah she got one for herself. Very CC loh.

Look of the day, like some OL. Cotton on dress which cost $15 only and the bag dad bought from Thailand.

Once again my cute cousin another one also my cousin but he look smart instead of cute!!!

Oh yeah, some time ago my cute cousin celebrated his 1st birthday and this is how his cake look like~ I didn't know he like Elmo. HAHAA!!!

Sorry, I can't resist. But he's really cute right!!!

That's me! I don't know why I look so red, perhaps it's the red wine I sup~ :X
Got slim down abit or not???


Nevermind.


Gonna sleep now, tomorrow another party. Hehee!

X'mas coming soon! I wish... I wish...
:D:D


Okay lah, nights to everyone.
And Hi my sweetheart faster come out lehhhhhhhhhhh!
:(

Ciaoz.

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